i officially need a break.

sigh... its one of those times when u know u've studied way too much for way too long,
and u still need to keep going... and u get depressed.

yes, i realised this tday cuz first thing when i woke up this morning, my head was flooded with "profits, losses, inventory, goodwill....."
and i'm like.. "AAaaahhh!! crap!...~ "


and THEN i said a prayer over dinner, not just for the food but also for family who werent at dinner, and the prayer sounded more like an accounting report than a normal prayer...!! :S
like, i somehow subconsciously incorporated "efficiently and effectively, conflict, for the interest of ___"" i mean, who actually prays like that???
sigh......yes, i'm very stuffed.


i want the holidays now. i want it so bad, you have no idea. no, really. there're so many things i wanna do NOW. this instant. i had to make a list...


sadness~
-V-