Expertise: being wierd. being unimindzzzz.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
hmm, let's see... i've decided to use larger fonts cuz i hate having to squint to read...(o_O)
mom's down here again, after being away for only over a month. i say "only" cuz she's usually away for longer. but still, she's around at the right time since exams are coming up, and everyone's gonna need to concentrate on studies and not worry abt who's responsible for what house-chores... love ya, mommy! =)
havent been able to study as much as i intend to. mainly due to the weather. yes, blame it on the weather. Autumn was almost entirely skipped over. its hot and sunny one day and the next, it's raining and freezing. Melbourne weather's still full of surprises i see... it doesnt help either when i really wanted to nap for abit and then study, but can't get out of bed cuz its so incredibly cold. and dark. Although i must say, i've been making progress... hopefully enough and in time for the exams.
this weekend's been good, i must say. in the sense that i have finally... yes, finally started my quiet-time in the mornings again. confession: i've been procrastinating for months now. been on and off of it. but i have a feeling, and i hope, that i'll be keeping to this. full-stop.
this weekend at church...
atmosphere has been pretty heavy. Word given by God largely surrounded the fact that this week has been "stressed and difficult" for everyone. and it's true, i know. since a couple of friends, not just one, have shared with me their struggles and worries. and this time around, these friends are all different to the ones that used to have D&M's with me. these are friends who DONT usually have D&M's with me. which is a lil weird for me, seeing that it all happened together in one week... but nonetheless, i'm glad they did. it puts me in a new perspective - them opening up to me, which shows there is an extent of trust and security they can rely on... makes me a lil nervous, actually. but my prayer log is getting longer and longer for each person, and for every new person added to it :)
i just pray and have faith that this coming week will be looking up for everyone. After all, life is only life with its ups and downs. gotta take both good and bad with grace and joy. makes it easier to handle the bad that happens.
ok, it's about time i get back to my books..
-V- (nerrrding)
feeling small at 8:10:00 PM
